Just came back from lunch, am feeling a tad sleepy. *yawns*
Novemeber is coming to an end, and December's gonna rush right in and hit me in the face before I know it! Getting nervous and jumpy over the things I have to do for the moving preparation.

Honestly, I am scared, worried over a 101 things. I can only hope I meet kind souls and things don't go too wrong! :*)

On the other hand, am feeling rather happy because the looooong weekend's coming up! :) Haven't got much planned up yet, was wondering if I should flap those social butterfly wings or pop a chill pill?....Decisions.Decisions.

Ohh yes, a promise has been made by mr.eyecandy for a lunch date! Now all I have to do is wait, hurhur.
I wonder when......

HELLO!!! I'm back here.
Ohmy, has it been a year? Not really! 6 days later, it will be a year since I last wrote an entry. teeheehee :)
I wonder if anyone reads my lj anymore?... drop me a msg if you do k!

So. I'm currently at work now, but havent got much deadlines to meet, and suddenly POOF! I realise I miss my LJ very much. Just spent the past hour reading through my entries, and man...so much has changed. But wing is still wing..hahaha, the emomomo wing at times, and the happy wing (hopefully) most of the time. :)

I'm thinking of continuing this lj religiously- hmm, I'll see how long I last. And I do like to put past happenings into words every time it reaches the end of the year. what can I say? Year 2009.....SO MUCH SO MUCH has happened, and Year 2010 is a year I am def. looking forward to! Shall write more when I can, having a bit of a writer's block now. Afterall, it's been ages since I try weaving random strings of thoughts into coherent sentences.

Am meeting my darling for dinner later after what, 2months? yay.

I actually had to create a Japanese blog back in NUS days for my language class. I'm going to close down that blog since I won't be using it anymore, and figured it'll be a waste to just delete my pain-stakingly written blog entires! Am going to post them @ my LJ! :)

Read it if you understand, if not-just scroll past it. (and pardon the many grammer mistakes!)

はじめまして。^_^

日本語でブログをして、嬉しいです。初めての経験ですから。
もし私の日本語はなにか違うことがあったら、本当にすみませんでした。
頑張っています！

じゃあ、自己紹介始めましょう！

私はライ.フュイインと言います。3年生で専門はコミュニケーションです。
今年は卒業しますよ。それで、どんな仕事がしたほうがいいか、ちゃんと考えなければなりません。

私の趣味は買い物して、水泳です。
色々なドラマを見ることも好きです。
日本語と韓国語と中国語と英語のドラマは全部見ました。
休みのとき、いつも家でドラマを見て、どこへも行きません。
（お宅と同じかな。。。）

私は簡単な人です。ライフのことに、毎日幸せで過ぎられたら、もういいです。
それでも、将来いい仕事が持ちたいです。もしチャンスがあったら、日本で働きたいです。
とても珍しい経験ができると思いますから。
そして将来の夢のために、日本語を一生懸命勉強しなければなりません。

実は、日本語5の勉強は、とても怖いと思います。大変そうですから。
宿題とプロジェクトはたくさんあるかもしれません。
けど、日本語５を勉強しているところですから、絶対にあきらめません！

それでは、皆、よろしくお願いします！

日本語はいつのまにか2年ぐらい勉強していました。最初、大学に入る前、日本語を勉強するつもりです。でも一年のとき、他のコーストを取らなければなりませんから、日本語の取る時間がなかなかありません。

14歳から、日本のドラーマの見ることが始まりました。そのとき、日本に興味を持つようになりました。ドラーマの以外に、日本の音楽も好きです、特別にMr Childrenの歌が大好きです！

日本のドラーマを見ながら、字幕を見なければなりません。でも、私は字幕を見たくないんです。つまり、字幕を見えないために、日本語を勉強しなければなりません。今、日本のドラーマや見るとき、字幕がだいたい見えなくなって、嬉しかったです！

日本語を始まったばかりのころは、勉強がわからなくて困りました。漢字と文法は習いにくいと思います。ですけど、日本語は勉強すれば勉強するほど面白くなると思います。だから、日本語勉強も続けます。

2年ぐらいの日本語勉強した後で、日本語勉強の考え方もちょっと変わりました。最初、ドラーマのために、勉強しました。（笑）けど、今の意見は、日本語がよく分かるなら、役に立つかもしれません。
シンガポールで、たくさん日本の会社がありますから、仕事を探しやすいかな。。。（私の希望です。ハハ！） それに、もしチャンースがあったら、日本へ行って、働いて、珍しい経験ができるかもしれません。

それでは、頑張ります！

URL: http://blog.livedoor.jp/mikionz/archives/50964534.html

「Mikionz」のブローグを見た、書き手の理髪店「ＱＢハウス」についての論文が面白いと思う。書き手によると、「ＱＢハウス」は日本の大部があるそうである。この店は１０分間で1000円で散髪してくれることそうである。そして支払方法は販売機から利用券を買うそうである。一度の散髪サービスは1000円だが、他の特別なサービスがないである。例えば一般的になったコーヒーのサービスがなって、カットだけする。

書き手にとって、やしを炒めているような散髪があるだが、10分で自分の髪が切って終わらないと思った。しかし、結局は「ＱＢハウス」の人がやったんよ。書き手は少しびっくりしたが満足した客になったかもしれない。

シンガポールで「ＱＢハウス」の理髪店もある、しかし数量が少ないかもしれない。「ＱＢハウス」は初めてシンガポールに来たとき、人気がすごいいよ。後で、「ＱＢハウス」のような理髪店ができた、「ECハウス」と言った。つまり皆今二つ選ぶことがある。

私にとって、「ＱＢハウス」や「ECハウス」も行ったことがない。10分で髪を切って、ちょっと心配なのだ。もし10分で終わらなったら、美容師は粗相したら、どうしようか、怖いと思う。したがって、ゆっくり髪を切ったほうがいいと思う。

それに、書き手はマレーシアに住んだことがあるだが、散髪だけの場合、８リンギから１０リンギ（270円～340円）くらいと、日本の1000円理髪店の３分の１くらいだと言った。

シンガポールの「ＱＢハウス」は一度10ドールなのである。1000円でシンガポールの14ドールぐらいだと思う。したがって、日本の「ＱＢハウス」はシンガポールのよりももっと高いであるね。やはり日本の生活費がもっと大変だかもしれない。

最近シンガポールの生活費が増えているそうである。食べ物や交通などの費用全部高くなった。10年後で、シンガポールの生活費が高すぎようになるかもしれない。それは本当にいやなのだ！

まぁ、日本語でブログを書いて，良い練習かなと思ってるから、書いて来た。
後６日ｊｌｐｔが受ける予定ね。どうしよううううう。何も勉強しないし（ｘｘ）もしこのままで、絶対失敗だな。けどヤーーーーーダ、それって!　

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何を書いたほうが良い、もう分からない。
じゃ、また～

It is at times like this when I absolutely love the warmth and comfort of my bed, the smell of my pillows, blanket, and scruffy elepoos and rovey.
Times when I come back from a stressful day, having dealt with minor/major things that require your attention- and you have no one else to turn to cos you are the only one. I remember sch life being this tough- but I clenched my teeth and fought on,because I knew that it will all end very soon, and after that I'll be able to get on with life as a happy Wing.Of cos, I had my comrades beside me, lovely friends and classmates, who had to go through what I was going through. Fighting together beats fighting alone.

Work's ..somewhat different. No one fights beside me. When i'm fighting on, I don't even know exactly when this will all end....I'm just afraid that I'll lose the energy and motivation soon.
dear god( if there ever be one), im really tired. tired from banging into walls, tired from hiding my feelings, tired from smiling when i dont want to, just tired of everything back in office. I think i want to go back to being a student (yes still, after 3.5 months)I wish I had the $$ right now to further my studies. can you drop $$ down from the sky?

I miss doing things i love doing. what did i love doing again?
I might have forgotten...

brain.drain.drained.brain.
Can i retire already?? lol

I know I haven't left my mark here for some time. I'm here, alive and kicking in case u didn't think so (*waves around)
well, it's just that nothing fantastic has been happening recently. I only have a truckload of worries and troubles on me now, and I figured it won't do me good to blog it all down anyway. And seriously? i'm pretty sick of all the 'negative-sounding' entries.

The past 1.5 months has been an emotional roller coaster ride. I really hope I can gain the strength I need to pull through this. it's mentally exhausting- so I haven't had the energy to meet up with friends. I really miss everyone alot alot alot. I hope I get to see all of you soon. =*(

So...once things have settled and turn for the better, i promise I'll be back with happy entries. =)

PS: thanks everyone for the comments in the last entry too! I know I didnt reply, but I know you care. =)

I've officially completed 1 week of working life, and the conclusion is I HATE IT. I DETEST IT. I LOATHE IT.

It's not that my bosses&colleagues aren't nice to me. Well, they are nice in general, but it's not enough to be nice in that way only. Nobody cares who I really am, nobody cares to know me better, nobody cares about my lunches, nobody cares if I know related matters.
Am I a spoilt brat?
Am I too much of a child to think this way?

The amount of words coming out of my mouth has probably decreased 90% from usual. Also, I haven't laughed heartily even ONCE for the whole week.
I am very very very miserable.

I think I will start losing myself from working in the company. The only thing that can revive me are friends-Friends that I have laughed, joked and talked with.

But it doesn't help when your friends don't bother about you. I feel so alone =(, as if the world has abandoned me. Don't make promises like how you will try to have lunches with me when you are not going to do it, Don't tell me you want to have dinner but yet you don't make any plans for it. Don't tell me you miss me when you don't mean it.

When I called/msg-ed you, I really hoped you guys had met or talked to me, because I feel really really bad. But I guess i'm unlucky. I came at the wrong timing. All of you have other plans; plans that you can't give up. I know I can't blame you guys,  because you didn't know I was asking for a little comfort and help. But deep down, I sincerely wished that you guys had noticed it because I thought you were my best friends. =(

I don't hate anyone, really. I just hate myself for being too bothered with such matters. And I hate myself for being a friend not worthy of supposedly friends' genuine concerns.

In retrospect, I haven't even heard a 'congrats' on my graduation ceremony from some whom I call my good friends.

For the past week, the one thing I learnt very well, No one will be there for you, ever.
That's how cruel the world is, I guess.

I feel so upset and miserable that I don't even think it's weird that I typed this sentence out, because this is how I sincerely feel. =( And because no one else is willing to listen, I have no other outlet but to write.
I'm sorry to myself for being stuck in an emotional rut. I'm sorry to those who have to read this, but don't worry, I won't go kill myself. (see?I think I feel a teeny bit better after writing cause I did a meek attempt at a joke.)

miserable.miserable.miserable.
I'm a miserable little worm.